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Mar. 2nd, 2006

my roommate announced that she is leaving.
i knew this was going to happen at some point and i am not upset because she gave me 2 months notice. so, let it be said that i am not upset at her at all about her move. but i am mega stressed about how to continue to survive in NYC. ever since i moved here, it has been a struggle. accept for about 3 months, i have never been " comfortable" . im always on strict budget. im not sure what to do. i may even have to give up massage and take up an office gig again. im quite sad. but i have 2 months to figure it out and ive always pulled myself over the ledge before.

if i wasnt in love with dave, id leave this place. but i cannot leave him. i told him this. i wonder if he truly understands the gravity of that statement...that im willing to live in poverty to be near him. that im willing to work at a job i destest to see him on the weekends.

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petitekiu
Mar. 3rd, 2006 06:42 pm (UTC)
did she say why she was leaving? is her shih-tzu not getting along with your cats?

we're interviewing an accounting assistant later today. would you believe that? :D

how about moving in with dave?
lisagoddess
Mar. 13th, 2006 01:26 am (UTC)
haha, i should have come in for the interview! just kidding
(Anonymous)
Mar. 9th, 2006 08:19 pm (UTC)
leaving !
Yo Lois,it seems to me you are at a crossroads in your life.It is difficult to make dicisions about loved ones and future moves but at the end of the day "You must put your self first".When husbands and babies come along ,life really is a strain particularly the right decisions.Now is the time to put yourself first and sort out your future not swan along with other peoples motives and outcomes.Be tough Lois your to dam clever and resiliant to wade anchor." Decisions decisions".....

Pantyman xxx
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