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annoyed, she went to bed

1. Hasan is being a little bitch. Im sorry to say it but to give me shit about jokingly asking for my cat ears back is stretching it too far. (Ive been sending little texts and such over the past few weeks) Ive been on a rollercoaster ...and no, not in a hang out mood. To freakin get all pissed off at with attitude...and being the bigtest flake on earth himself...is totally uncalled for. Whats up with high and mighty manipulative lately?

2. GEOS declined my application.

3. Some NY Filipino guy off one of the websites im on to meet more Japanese friends in Japan (because I HOPE to be going there in July)asked me out today. I think he wants me to be his suga mama. WTF? Im not looking for dates in NYC. And then he give ms shit for explaining this fact. Whatever.

I have a headache. I feel fat and disgusting. and im still not motivated to go to the gym.
maybe ill just go to bed. sleep. hide. not think.

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simro
Feb. 20th, 2008 03:25 am (UTC)
I can't be of help with any boy problems but I do know you'd rock being an English language teacher in Japan. I know that anything you care about, you always put your heart into it. I think Japanese students could learn so much from you besides just English; humor, awe for life, worldliness. You'd be funny, but tough, and get the best out of them because you are you.

p.s. You have become like a daily routine in my life, and you still amaze me.
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(Anonymous)
Feb. 21st, 2008 02:17 pm (UTC)
Fat?
You are far from fat. This may not be the motivation you want to hear, but get over yourself. There are good times and bad times and all this shit is probably just somewhere in the middle...

NewWaveDave <---to lazy to open an account.
lisagoddess
Feb. 21st, 2008 10:08 pm (UTC)
Re: Fat?
you sound like felix. "get over yourself"
i have every right to be sad when my relationship is in the toilet. and in fact, i wont be over myself and the situation until im god damn ready. I get to mourn too, on cam or not.
its life and thats how i deal

as for fat "feeling fat" and being fat are different. but i dislike the sedentary feeling. it sucks and make me feel fat and lethargic. answer:swim. but i have to get over the complete shit feeling before i can do that. as it is today on 2/21, it will be day 2 of swimming in a row! so, as you can see, the recover process is slow but proceeding.

thanks.
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