Nekomimi Lisa (lisagoddess) wrote,
Nekomimi Lisa

new york has me beat tonight. hanging. clawing, crying in the rain. I didnt get my apartment. Now I have to start over. Im trying to get onto THey seem to have lots up there for grabs and I saw a Carroll Gardens apartment that I REALLY want.
I received the rejection call at 8pm, and jumped back on the train into the city, so i could come here, to the internet cafe and log onto this the bus is late...30 minutes late. then the train is stopped for half an hour due to congestion. i finally get here and the line is out the door. i wait wait wait.
then i get on the computer and the site wont even load. im going to cry. just plain cry. why am i here? i cant even call any leads tonight. i just couldnt wait. im so scared im just not going to find a place. what the hell am i going to do? im freaking out!
and yet, its only september. i have 3 months to find an apartment. but im going crazy right now in my place. its so horrible. im pulling my hair out and i hate new york tonight.

watch this journal rant not even load, or something

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