-Henry and June
This morning, I am very diseased.
i barely have the energy to move over to the computer. why did I put off Christmas gift hunting until today? well, we all all know why. my body hurts. those muscles on the backs of the thighs, the lower back, my head. I know I need to eat something, and I thought that by putting on some water to boil that by the time it boiled, some food extravaganza idea would pop into my head. alas, i sit here. the stove is turned off. stacy is in the shower. she must be at work by 11:30am. I know what i am going to do for her for Christmas.
I wish i was 5, and i could run up to my mom and wimper, and she would feed me soup and put me to bed with a back massage and lots of hugs. thats all i want for Christmas. why did i have to get sick? I am hoping that tomorrow i will not feel so bad.
i WILL NOT let this get to me. I am leaving with stacy to pick up some laundry. i will buy some juice, some fruit. a bagel. i will eat. i will get dressed. i will edit video. i will post it. i wont play Code Veronica (!!!!!!) until Stacy gets back tonight. i will try and keep sane.
i need ifrit.
for once, i need my kitty.
now you know im really out of it! ;)