ok. im starting to go insane with the disorganization of my home. ive been ok with it, but today i woke up and its like my whole head is a messy closet. my futon matress takes up a good chunk of the floor because i am still physically unable to aquire my bedloft. its right in front of my stairs to nowhere, which in turn is covered with painting supplies and randomness that i have no place to store because the cabinets i would keep it all in cant fit because the matress is in the way! the closet it overfilled with shoes. the floor is covered in dust, which is bound to get all in bed on the floor. the lighting is terrible.
im a neat freak. ill admit it. crucify me. when my living enviroment isnt right, my whole life isnt right. i just want to crawl away and hide because i cant stand it...especially my room right now. this is supposed to be my sanctuary, but its a wreck.
my throat is still all swollen and im dead tired. im supposedto give stacy a call when i want to come over to glenns, but i think it will have to be a bit later. i might need to lie down and take a nap in an hour, or so.
we are bringing the cats over tonight. wish me luck. wish us luck. i hope Ifrit gets along with everyone. i would hate to see him have to go to a shelter.