nah, im not irritated with the cams. remember that i have been doing this for over 2 years. irritation was a step many months ago. my life is going through many changes--lots of internal company changes, boyfriend, thinking about the future...
ive been busy lately, trying to keep the website, itself as interesting as possible. of course, while i concentrate on my work, i kinda ignore the cameras. mucho sorry. i try and keep interactive while i do things, but well, you know...
im kinda OCD about things. i decide i have to get this project done RIGHT NOW..today...and even though there is plenty of time to do things..i stress and push until its done...and then im burned out for the rest of the day.
i get on these kicks where ill chat every day, and then sometimes i just dont feel as social. i call it normal. some people think its anti-social. thats just how i am..even with my in-the-flesh friends. dont worry bout me. im a rock.