she says "as long as you're not suicidal..although I don't like the fact that you are crying so much..."
but she told me to wait at least another month. so, i am.
i dont like feeling like this though. i feel like such a freak and i hate myself for it.
she said she would call in a prescription for me if i wanted to switch. so, i think i might do that...for the necon, but then i have to start all over and stuff.
guess i should just stick it out. mind over matter.