Nekomimi Lisa (lisagoddess) wrote,
Nekomimi Lisa

got an email from brewster, just now, who seems very happy that i indicated that i was not upset and would be interested in staying on his mailing list. he says he second guessed himself many times, but still thinks this break-off is better for him.

wrench in the chest.
he seems cheerier now, and I guess that is the issue. always the OTHER person's happpiness. anyways, im not THAT unhappy anymore. i have my reasons. its just the element bittersweetness on an unsuspecting mind of a girl checking her email. the heart thump when she sees the name.

i am wearing renzo's sweater today. fits pretty well. better now that it doesnt smell like him. i feel as if i have a trail behind me, like ox bones in the desert.
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