August 15th, 2000


I think im going to go on a vacation next weekend.
I need adventure.

Meanwhile, Jeramy is sucking any life I once had out of me. To make a long story short, he has some self esteem issues, which we all do to some extent...but at the moment, we can't even have a decent, thoughtful conversation without him thinking im putting him down.

this, on top of his trying to quit smoking...
its quite stressful.


ive been thinking about death a lot.
sucks that ill be lying in the ground someday with worms coming out of my ears.

what a waste of good thought.