August 26th, 2000

Slowing down

I think the answer in my life right now is
"slowing down"

what i mean by that is, I just NEED everything to be fast. I talk quickly, I type quickly. I read quickly. I can hardly stand to read because of the time it takes for me to comprehend the written word.

I need to figure out a way to just slow down, and also stand being slow. Not dumb, not slothful, but less impatient about absorbing knowledge and communicating. Its a hard thing for me.