June 2nd, 2002

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i am off to video tape a drag show with a heavy heart.
i know I made the correct decision, but it was one of the hardest things I ever had to do in my entire life.

I will be leaving at the end of our lease (October, but of course the last month of Sept. is paid). James and I are planning on moving in together.

This news I had to give after I heard of other horrible experiences had today by my roomate. The timing was not good. I could see the hurt in her eyes and in the way she ate her pasta and held back her tears. I can only think of what my mother told me. Keep your emotions out of it. I will try. But, I cannot promise that I will not hurt, because I do right now.

I have made my choice, and I will live with it.