March 26th, 2004

it is done

we are taking a break. i have a feeling it will be a lifelong break, but for now, it's a break. I think I'll be teary-eyed all day. Pretty much. It's so fabulous to sit there an stab yourself, telling the one you love that maybe we should see other people for a while. I hope that some time off will make him come around and find a reason to change the one thing that keeps us apart. I dont want this to be the end. I dont.

Im so not hungry. I got a huge charlie horse in my leg when I woke up, so Im going to have a couple glasses of water, a vitamin and call it good for now. Maybe around lunchtime the pit will go away.

I have SO much to study today. I have to focus.