well, im off to the park. it will do me good to have some air.
after talking with stacy, i became more confiused that ever.

then i talked with my mom. good ole mom.
granted, some of the chat was about iodine aquisition and calcium tabs in the event of the nuclear party between paks and ind....

but she helped me sort the main mess out a bit. one of her best pieces of advice: disentangle your emotions from your realities. (and learn how to spell :P ) whether it be from stacy or james, or whoever. outline my goals, somehow, and move toward them. im a little balked in that area, since i have so many, and yet none.

i still need to talk with james about him moving in/ me moving out/ blah blah
hash options.
i wish i had a concrete answer right now.
i hope to later.
i will give her a call none the less.

life is quite the adventure. i think noone can say that we two girls are not worthy of broadcast! real world, eat your heart out.