I have to admit that I feel as if I am drifting away from J a bit. I felt very clingy on the day we talked. But today, not so much. I still love him. But, Im not IN love with him. I think I have known this for a long time. In fact, I have. But it's hard to admit. I have to be completely honest with myself and realize that there are things that I cannot imagine US doing anymore. Im in pain because I do not want to hurt him. I am released and at peace because I know this is the right way for me.
Sword handle, sword point. Sometimes it is hard to tell the difference.