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i left 2 really dumb messages on D.'s voicemail. not intentionally dumb, but.... I thought I had something to say, and then I got all tongue tied. Eeek.
He's in the basement of Mt. Sinai today. doing researchy stuff. im at my desk getting pissed at my computer and looking forward to some hot sports massage class action in a few. my teeth are fuzzy and i have no toothbrush. i need some gum immediately.

why do i have a crush on this boy?

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lino
May. 4th, 2004 01:49 pm (UTC)
Because I'm way over here on the other side of the Atlantic? :)
lisagoddess
May. 5th, 2004 10:17 am (UTC)
i think this is actually the answer! ;)
lino
May. 5th, 2004 10:56 am (UTC)
It's just a DAMNED shame our love is that that cannot say it's name.. Or something ;)
venusenvy
May. 4th, 2004 02:34 pm (UTC)
i don't know.. but it sounds like a good thing and that makes me happy for you. :)
(Anonymous)
May. 5th, 2004 01:49 am (UTC)
Please be careful
Lisa...I am worried that you are moving too fast. Please be careful, as you are on the rebound. Sorry to be so negative.
(Anonymous)
May. 5th, 2004 03:57 am (UTC)
because
he has the potential to make a lot more money than your other boyfriend.
simro
May. 5th, 2004 04:25 am (UTC)
because it's Spring, because he respects you, because it's new, because it's the Wonderful World of Oz again, because , because , because, because, because
(Anonymous)
May. 5th, 2004 04:41 am (UTC)
caution! girls who let boys know they have a crush on them after 2 are very dumpable. so don't do that.
(Anonymous)
May. 5th, 2004 04:43 am (UTC)
that's 2 dates, (dam typing thing!)
r_lu
May. 5th, 2004 06:44 am (UTC)
What happened to the girl you were interested in? Did I miss the conclusion to that?
lisagoddess
May. 5th, 2004 10:16 am (UTC)
I just wanted to make mention that the financial situation of a person matters very little to me in terms of a relationship. I don't want to feed and house someone, or pay off their debts, but I could care less whether they were a doctor, Starbucks barista, fetish shop clerk, Bombay Company sales associate, neon sign maker, or singer for a band that will never make enough for retirement. (Yes, I just named off D.'s occupation and the jobs of choice for some people I cared about at one time or another.) I can take care of myself and I have never and will never look for a partner based on financial merit.

As for telling someone you have a crush on them...I think you know in an evening if a person is someone you are interested in getting to know more, and if the spark of attaction is there. So, yes, I can rightly have a crush on someone after THREE dates. And yes, I will mention it. Im not asking for a ring. I'm telling someone that I'm interested in seeing them again. I'm opening up, but I want to see if the other person wants to open up. If that makes me dumpable, then I'm obviously not the right girl for the other person at that point in their life. I'm 25, but I've definately gotten around. In good ways, and in exactly the way you might have thought when you read that sentence. I am extremely proud and somewhat amazed that I'm not jaded and cynical. I dont think all men are assholes. Or women for that matter. Most people out there are not right for me, but I won't stop being who I am and hide attraction because it's the status quo, or something.
r_lu
May. 5th, 2004 01:58 pm (UTC)
What happened to my answer? LOL. What happened to the girl?
lisagoddess
May. 5th, 2004 07:17 pm (UTC)
haha. :) the girl didnt work out. she was a smoker and ...well, im not into the ashtray kissing thing. cute otherwise, but she really was into movies and I just don't get people who go see EVERY movie and can quote from them and stuff. Whatever. That little spark wasnt there.
rainer
May. 5th, 2004 10:45 am (UTC)
means...... your are a passionate person and that's good quality!
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