in fact, i despise the people i walked by the get here, the cameras in the building, the way I have to announce my floor in the lobby..the way the receptionist proclaimed "goodmorning". i despise my phone. i despise my customers to ask me questions. i REALLY despise anyone who asks me to "do them a favor". I was going to write my letter of resignation today. D told me to wait. Puke. Puke. I wanna rip my insides out and jump on them and scream and cry and sleep for 100 year.