so, on Valentines day, I am reminded of all the people I love once again. I am reminded that it is not about chocolate and roses. I lost someone over the weekend that always looked up to. We weren't really close, actually, and no tears were shed by me. But it's these little glimmers we take for granted and then they go out. One by one. the little lights that flicker around and make a crappy day a little better. And he wont be around anymore. and all so suddenly. Im not a writer and never will be. Im just telling myself that on this V-day, I have a lot to be thankful for and a lot of love all around me.