I havent been home for days. Not a choice really, just what happened. I left Thursday with the intention of staying at Daves that night, and to return home after work on Friday to go see a show (enter the Haggis) with some friends. Soon after boarding Metro North on thursday, I received a call from work letting me know that there were so many cancellations that I wasnt needed. So, on Friday, when dave asked me if I just wanted to come to Jersey for the evening, and my head was splitting down the middle from overdoing it at the morning workout, I gave in. So, then I worked in Westchester yesterday and now again today, so it didnt make sense to go back to Brooklyn last night. And here I am, still in the Bronx. I feel sorta bad for the cats ad Paulette (whose job it is NOT to clean the litter box.). So, I'll have to do some apologizing. I guess she does get the whole place to herself, so I dunno. Maybe she's not too irritated.
I really love my boyfriend. It's crazy and scary and wonderful. And it's already been a over a year and a half. time whizzzzzzzin by. I hope we can survive this commuting hell for a couple more years. I wouldnt bother if I didnt see myself with him in the future. Meanwhile, one of my clients told me I would make an excellent mother. This was last night. (Hello transference!) Because of my nurturing hands. Hmmm. He asked me if i wanted children, an entirely inappropriate question in my mind, and I told him I didnt know, since it's not really any of his business. He immediatly tried to console me: it's okay! I dont have kinds either.: As if I needed some sort of support in my decisions. I dunno. It just irritated me. I need to figure out some stock response to questions that I dont want to answer that isnt rude to my clients/ patients.
I think im going to make a second cup of tea. I wish I could just lie around today. Dave and I were looking at weekend get aways at Travelocity. Alas, since I work on weekends, I can never just take off like that. Pooh. Weekends are so lucrative. I wonder if they have weekday getaways. Proly not. but who's going to give up 400$ to take off on the weekend? :not I: said the booked massage therapist.