I'm off to get a massage. To lie face down on a soft table and zone off while 20-30 lbs of pressure is placed rather specifically into my back. Especially the left side which is all spasmmotic. Zone out and breathe deeply until my nose starts running and I have to ask for a tissue. blah. My boss is emailing me things to put into his calendar. Im going to ignore them and sneak out. Thats just about how responsible Im feeling right now.