i had a lot to say yesterday and it all just sorta evaporated from my head this morning. i need time to ruminate. A lot of people have questions and concerns. and I thought I could address those, but I cant. You can safely bet tho that my reasons for the current state of affairs is still valid. in the meantime, i need to sleep tonight. the cats were so loud last night and scratching at my massage table cover. literally, ifrit kept scratching and scratching. i had to climb down the ladder and place the laundry hamper and stool in the spot he was clawing to get him to stop. my cats drive me crazy. soup and mittens i tell you.