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Nov. 14th, 2007

all is quiet on the surface of the Eastern front. The cat is not humping. the dog outside is not barking. My phone has stopped ringing - until I make a call that is - and and.

Im mentally exhausted. Suddenly people are asking me for relationship and sex advice. Huh? What? Hold up and hold up. Let me figure out me first. I've got a little bit of rewiring to do in this head of mine. So just hold your questions and deep dark secrets for a little while longer, ok? I dont want to be anyone's vessel of inspiration just now. I dont have the energy or the wisdom to really help you out.

I joined 2 munch groups today. Im missing a meeting on Friday cause im going out for drinks with a 51 year old who acts like shes 25. Should be enlightening, but Id rather be...ordering poached eggs on toast at the diner, swirling around the yolks and hoping to find something to quiet the underbelly of the Eastern front.


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Nov. 15th, 2007 03:53 am (UTC)

when did you "come out"? did i miss a post?

submissive mind wants to know!
Nov. 15th, 2007 09:28 pm (UTC)
Re: munch??
ha, yeah. im in limbo. i mean, I havent proclaimed myself on a mountain. I just am. emails and internets are great. but, im a physical person, and having nothing at all to do with sexuality, id like to have support in the flesh. thus, i hope i only need to suck it up this one time and meet some peeps so I wont feel so...misplaced. im like a switchdomme. Im whacking myself on the head and Me is ordering me to get my shit together. me is scared and Me is running out of patience. LOL

See 11/9 and 11/13 entries. how did you miss that? LOL
Nov. 16th, 2007 01:20 am (UTC)
Re: munch??
i remember what that was like...finally understanding what had been missing in my - how did you put it - "flesh" life. i saw 'Secretary' and went home and cried my eyes out! heh luckily, i met the one for me!!

i have a GREAT female Domme friend who would be happy to talk to you, i am sure. she is awesome and also a massage therapist!
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