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feeding lonliness

somehow aiming for the knots on the bedpost with my strap made me a little less lonely. i got three sounds out of it. a tapping, a meatier tapping, and a nice THWAK. I strapped my left upper thigh until it was red and very stingy. some memories of childhood without the fear. the yelling. the insults. i snacked on an asian pear in between short sessions.

tired from the day, i learned only 3 new knots. and they are all ugly compared to the book. ill have to keep practicing.

TWACK. sting. sleep.

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whos_your_venus
Dec. 5th, 2007 03:48 am (UTC)
just want you to know...
i think you are truly an amazing woman...and am glad to know you.

(Anonymous)
Dec. 5th, 2007 09:33 am (UTC)
abuse ?
Have I read this wrong .....but were you abused as a child ?pantyman ...concerned !
lisagoddess
Dec. 5th, 2007 02:37 pm (UTC)
Re: abuse ?
im fine. dont worry!
howief
Dec. 6th, 2007 07:06 am (UTC)
Out here, I used to go to the annual Bizarre Bazaar. They had great seminars on such things as whips and whipping. You get to do a lot of shopping there. I got my friends a "Bad Boy" Spanker for their wedding. Who knew they were going to open their gifts in front of all their Mormon relatives. Oy! I dated a few dommes and they were very nice.

Howie
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