2. GEOS declined my application.
3. Some NY Filipino guy off one of the websites im on to meet more Japanese friends in Japan (because I HOPE to be going there in July)asked me out today. I think he wants me to be his suga mama. WTF? Im not looking for dates in NYC. And then he give ms shit for explaining this fact. Whatever.
I have a headache. I feel fat and disgusting. and im still not motivated to go to the gym.
maybe ill just go to bed. sleep. hide. not think.