im better now. i think mornings are just hard for...some reason. no one to turn over onto and squash, maybe. a fun day at school. i fun day walking in asaka. no pool found tho. it's impossible to find them for some reason. i will keep trying. I wrote to 2 leads about teams yesterday, but no return emails from the team or the tokyo fitness writer. sigh. and no reply from my friend about his team either. neko never gives up. grrrr.